Bring it on October!
Well, September is almost at an end and I can't say that I am one bit sorry.
I really don't want to ignore my blog--really I don't! But lately I've found it difficult to come up with appropriate material. Things are either so trivial that nobody would care to read it, or so tough that I'd feel kind of like I was emotionally flashing everybody that might still read this blog! But I'm in the mood to write, so I guess you'll all have to deal with a little "flash."
So yeah...not Eric's best two weeks. And it's really gotten him down. Eric hardly ever cries, but he broke down the other night at the thought of us watching him die. He worries so much that he's going to let us down.
We found out that Eric's sister cannot be his kidney donor. That was pretty disappointing. We're praying for good news about his dad. We just can't do *this* for two more years until a cadaver kidney becomes available. He's just got to get a kidney sooner than that.
My work with AAI has been long and hard the last week or so. Because we run our own children's home in Ghana my job isn't just about working with the families and the staff that work on adoption in Ghana. A big part of it (probably the biggest part) is working with the staff at Eban House to keep the home running smoothly. Found out on Monday that new regulations are being set into place for children's homes (which is a good thing). For me that means that the next several weeks will be extremely long days of writing policies and procedures and forms for the home, while trying not to die from the guilt of Bright playing behind my desk all day without many cuddles. I adore my work--I even adore the type of work I'll be doing the next several weeks (I'm a dork that way)--but I don't adore super long days that leave my family in the background. =-(
Hmmm...when I write it all down it doesn't really seem that bad--not so bad that I should feel as worn down as I do. But in words you can't see/hear the unmowed grass, or the piles of laundry and dishes, the cracker crumbs on the floor from Tuesday, or the fear that is creeping in about Eric's health. If I can't keep it all together with him here, how would I ever do it without him?
Anita
6 comments:
Praying for you, Anita! *hugs*
It sounds like quite a lot, to me. I think you are doing well, holding it all together as you are. Take care of you and I'll be praying for all of you.
Praying....
mary
Oh Anita....I am so sorry things have been so hard. I'm praying for you.
*Hugs*
Chanda
Thanks for updating us. I am praying for you all. I so hope that a kidney donor can be found for Eric. I also hope that this bug will ignore the rest of you and Sammy has a speedy recovery. Thank you for all you do with AAI- it is so appreciated.
Jennine
Your family is so beautiful Anita!!
You and your family are in my prayers!
Love,
Jen -Naoimi's Mama :)
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